Battle wounds as signs of seasoning
acquiring wisdom
I have done disservice to my body
I do limp
But I do not need to regret
Paid for Already Paid for
How much more damaged if I don't recover or wake up
Surrender to God attempts to win all wrestling matches
Day 7 Jan Johnson
Paid FOR
I did not pay it all
Though I bear being overweight
Though I'm continuuing to find equanimity
and release from depression
I do not truly pay
Let go lost seasons and years
Take this moment to be present
This moment to let regret go out with the tide and never return
Surrender regret
Focus on action
On this moment and what is good in it
To be a better example for my children
To be a better wife
To not be afraid
A journey of surrender - of destructive habits - of anger, overeating, blaming, bitterness, depression - a movement towards trust, hope and joy.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Friday, February 4, 2011
falling away
For me it seems so easy
to fall away
to not engage
to take a step back
to fear success as well as failure
yet be uncomfortable where I am now.
Fall away
Time to stop and make a snow angel and pick myself up for another day.
to fall away
to not engage
to take a step back
to fear success as well as failure
yet be uncomfortable where I am now.
Fall away
Time to stop and make a snow angel and pick myself up for another day.
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